Isang araw ako at ang puso ko ay nag-usap...
sabi ko : galit ako sa iyo... disappionted ako sa iyo.
sabi niya : ha! sino ? Ako? galilt ka sa akin ? bakit?
sabi ko : kasi hinayaan mo akong mainlove sa taong hindi ako mahal...
at take note pinaiyak ako.. for the first time.. ang sakit sakit..
sabi niya : oh tapos anung kasalanan ko ?
sabi ko : hindi mo man lang kasi pinigilan hinayaan mo na lang na
mahulog ang loob ko sa kanya.. yung tipong ibinibigay ko
na lahat.. sa lahat yun ang pinaka ayoko...
sabi niya : ehhh.. masisisi mo ba ako kung pinipili ko ang tamang tao
para sa iyo... kasalanan ko ba kung ako ang pipili ng taong
magmamahal sa iyo yung alam kong hindi ka sasaktan..
yung alam kong hindi ka pababayaan at aalagaan ka.
masisisi mo ba ako ha. ..
sabi ko : kahit na bakit hindi mo ginawa sa dati kong mga girlfriend
diba ang dami na nga nila...
sabi niya : eh nasaan na sila ngayun? at sigurado ka bang ako ang pumili
sa kanila.. sigurado ka bang ako ang nagmamahal sa kanila.
sabi ko: o bakit tyalaga naman ahh minahal ko sila.. ibinigay ko lahat
sa kanila ang pagmamahal na hindi kayang tawaran na kahit \
anu.. ibinigay ko lahat ng gusto nila..
sabi niya : oo kaya ka nga nagkakaganyan eh.. nagdudurusa .. kasi
idinadaan sa sarili pamamaraan ang lahat kakaiba ka kasi
akala mo kasi porket naramdaman mong mahal mo eh
yun na ang LOVE... hindi mo alam nagagamit mo lang yung
salitang yun para lanag paglaruan ang pag-ibig... isa pa gusto mo
rin na binibigla ang lahat hindi ka maghinay hinay.. sugod ka ng
sugod tamang hinala ka naman..
sabi ko : eh bakit hindi mo ako pinigilan sa simula pa lang ..?
sabi niya: bakit papayag ka ba ? diba ikaw naman nasusunod sa buhay mo
sabi ko: ehhh ksai..
sabi niya ohh wag ka ng umimik dun ka sa barangay magpaliwanag.
o kaya sa presinto. wala ka namang magagawa eh.. pasaway ka
kasi hindi porket madami kang naging karelasyon alam mo na
nakita mo ang hinahanap mo, siya talaga ang pinili ko para sa iyo
nakakita ka ng katapat mo..
sabi ko: ehhhhh..
sabi niya: wala ka ng masabi anu kasi totoo..minsan kasi akala natin dahil naka
ramdam ng tibok ng puso eh yun na ang love hindi niyo lang alam
na kaming mga puso ay " ITINAKDA LAMANG SA ISANG PUSO
PARA ANG DALAWA AY MAGING ISA" at alam namin kung
sino yun. hindi niyo alam yun kasi bigla nalang kaming dumarating
sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon,, dumarating kami sa panahong
hindi mo na kmai halos maalala..
sabi ko : anu ngayun ang gagawin ko.. ??????
sabi niya: ako na ang bahala basta sumunod ka lang sa daloy at takbo ng
oras ako ang kikilos para sa kanya.. ako ang makikipagusap sa
kanyang puso.. hindi ka niya gusto ngayun bukas gusto ka na rin niya
makita mo hinahanap mo parang magic walang imposible sa akin...
sabi ko : sige...
hehehe parang adik lang ba ? pero ito ay totoong nangyari... isang gabi pagkatapos
ko maisulat ang walang kakwenta kwenatng sulatin na ito sinagot ako ng babaeng
para sa akin ay imposible para mapasagot ko... magic anu,, pero totoo masaya kami
ngayun at aminado ako nadarating talaga ang tamang pag-ibig sa buhay mo...
naranasan niyo na bang maglakad at tumawid sa footbridge ng bicutan... mula sa kabilang kalye papuntang sa may bahagi ng SM?
since i started working in a call center industry, i always take time to walk to release my stress. i always did that because i love to walk and i love looking people passing by in front of me and having acomment why did they do that, why did they look like that why.. why.. why.. i always have a why for all those people that i see but this story that i have now is kinda funny but you can say it is like irritating because i dont know what to do and i can say im an idiot person hehehe
the story was made a year ago...
... one sunny afternoon after i already make a 4 hours sleep in our sleeping quarters i decided to go to the mall, that is because i wanted to figure out some things that i just saw when i drop by but in hurry... however i just dont remeber that the want taht im looking for is not on that mall and it is limited only on the day that i saw it because i take note of it to my cellphone that is brand new an N97 nokia phone that i just bought a week ago...
since i dont know what to do and im faied to grab the oppotunity of having the said "thing" that im looking for, i decide to just sit into the malls lounge. in that lounge there is this chair that is like when sit into it you feel like your in heaven, the reason why? i dont know i just feel it that way... minutes pass by while im just doing some games on my new phone there is this one lady who sat beside me.. i notice that the lady is crying with tears falling down on her face as a gentleman i offer my handkechief to her to wipe her tears the lady was beautiful even if she's crying like that. gosh!when she wipes her tears i saw her pinkish cheek and actually blushes maybe in bit she is shy because its awkward that she is crying beside a man that she didnt know..
since i love chit chats i started the conversations because i cant help myself that easy while im seeing a lady that is crying. conversation started why she is crying and it did lasted for an hour with tears in her eyes because his boyfriend dumped her just liked that because of a thrid party// while the lady is telling stories like that im looking to her eyes and i was shocked because she is relly beautiful... and im thinking i am loveless for almost a year so decided to make the conversation longer to be with her for a longb time because in my mind this is a good oppotunity to have a girlfriend feeling that i am his knight in shining armor hehehe..
time passes by we did not see that its already late and the mall is going to close already so decided to ask her for a dinner i invited her to eat first before we got seperated the lady just say yes and then we walked in a fine dining restaurant at edsa near the biggest mall there.. while were eating our dinner we shared a lot of story, but ofcourse im buying a lot of time with her because i want to know her more.
after our dinner we decide to walk because my tummy was full hehehe. while walking we stil share some stories in regards with her family..
while wlaking i have noticed the lady that i met earlier that is crying, that i been with for the last 4 hours of my time is not speaking already she didnt drop any words or any reactions however she is just nodding at me. i just dont know what happen to this lady that is so beautiful for me.. after that i asked her why she is not speaking because it so quiet already to the place where we headed moments pass by she speaks she said "its a HOLD UP " i said shoot youre kidding no im not and then the lady pointed a gun at me it is a true gun ive noticed it. shoots its true .. its a hold up... its too late for me to react i never dropped any word at all... she got my wallet that is normally no money and just reciepts however she also got my new N97 nokia phone that i just bought last week hahaha... i dont know what to do.. and the only thing that i do is just to laugh even if she got my new phone.. the only thing that is my mind and still a question even while im writing this story is "what is her name and what is her Phone number" thats all .. because up to now if i will see her LILIGAWAN KO TALAGA SIYA hahahaha
